So I went to see an orthopaedic surgeon, as insisted by my sister who is convinced that I should see one.
The doctor there could only say ” You came to the wrong specialty, you should see a neurologist.”
Anyway, fast forward many things…it all concludedwith
a.) stop seeing any more doctors (which I have decided right from the beginning)
b.) quit your darn job ( which i totally agree)
c.) take a break (yes I know)
d.) do physiotherapy (i agree)
e.) do yoga (ok……….)
f.) don’t go to india for treatment, learn to relax first.
g.) start immediately.
So I’m wondering to myself now, am I seriously psychologically affected?
because the whole world seems to think so.
Pat and Auntie Maria think that I’m just overwhelmed, worn out and need a real break; to me, I feel better thinking that way rather than I’m psychologically affected.
My sister thinks I’m having a extremely delayed reaction to my father’s passing because her health dived 6 months after his passing. I mean seriously, it has been 1.5 years. And she now believes I need to calm down and heck everything else.
My maid has kind of told my mother directly that she needs to stop disturbing me and stressing me out. I would rather have her travel out of Sg for a few months. I wish God would just put an adventurous spirit into her soul and send her out travelling.
I’m scheduled for an MRI and a nerve conduction test for the next 2 days and I’m so not looking forward.
And I’m wondering in my mind, what the heck I should do once I finish my last few days of work.
Thanks to Pat, I’ve some things to start with.
It really helps to have a darn supportive friend alongside with her parents.
I think my almost non-existent family needs to learn from them.